TW: SUBSTANCE ABUSE, DEPRESSION, SUICIDE
In sake of full disclosure, I am extremely under the influence of excess Ativan/ Lorazepam.I took some more, and now I have bad a lot, but not a dangerous amount.
I would like something very deep to come out of this post, but I doubt it.I am very, very, very, very happy that **This is when Sarah forgot what she was talking about and became unable to keep the conversation going or whether there is a mood that needs to be kept or anything,
My point is, I am in Hell, Lorazepam helps. Will probably want more later. I’m turning into the worst fucking influence. Didn’t step out into traffic today. Win!
Note: I cannot comprehend anything about this posting at this point so I apologize ahead of time for the poor decisions in posting.